Tuesday 18 June 2013

not-so-good-intro


There are times when u reach ur threshold level,wen u cant take anymore,when ur head is bursting and throbbing with pain because u hav cried all night,still that call doesn’t come. Its not that that call will save ur life but then if there is no hope ,what is in life.
Ppl have different threshold levels, some become anxious and shout and scream at the drop of a hat,but some can take more.I personally belong to the 1nd ever so fateful category. I cry,I scream,it hurts but then you have to show ur happy go lucky attitude or sometimes just ur ‘attitude’ everywhere.
Ppl disappoint u,u disappoint ppl,its like a merry-go-around apart from the fact that it is not-so-merry-around but then u hav to move on,go get a grip.but then u disappoint ppl because u hav more wid them,more wid life,more wid the universe. Sometimes ,the universe just doesn’t answer and u hav to take ur own decisions. Its like all ur life u r told u r a shoe,but wat if I day u decide u don’t wanna be a shoe anymore,u want to b a hat(I know I am quoting Rachel from ‘F.R.I.E.N.D.S’).And den ur stuck in an alternate universe, where u can neither b a shoe nor a hat.amd I can safely conclude that I am in such a place too.
Well, this is me,Ankita Singh, and I am here to pour my heart out ,and I want u ppl not judge me(if sum1 will b reading this!) because I have enough of judgy(if that’s a word)  ppl in my life already(I guess every1 has).ur fat,ur a car baby,ur crazy,ur short,ur grades aren’t good enough.Neway,this is my 1st not-so-happy blog but lets c how many i can drag on.
Until next time,happy life!